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[Nov. 6th, 2009|01:24 am] |
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I was out there exposed to the elements and you were back home fucking him. Not bad. Champion ! |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|02:19 am] |
So ends the first chapter of sea service in my life. I've got 7 more months to complete.
Vietnam here I come, Shore leave has been eventful.
My deepest condolences to Capt. Francis, Your wife was a wonderful lady when she was around. I'll always remember Christina for saving us during our very disastrous attempt at cooking. We're Naval Officers not Chef's haha. Rest in peace Ma'am. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|11:35 pm] |
I have 12 simpang buddies and all of them are not free. I used to think that finding someone to have supper with wasn't a problem. HAHAH fuck NS and fuck school. Fuck the sea too.
FML.
I'm still awesome and I know what you did in may asswipe. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|08:07 pm] |
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I'm falling hard. It shouldn't be like this. We're supposed to be cool people. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|01:55 am] |
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You had me at hello. I meant that. 11 months ago |
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| Seasons of the sun |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|06:01 pm] |
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Summer. That's all you were and that's how I'd like to remember you. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|03:02 am] |
Once in a while, you think back and wish you could go back in time to the moment where you wished had lasted for an eternity but then just before you get there. Reality kicks in and all that's left of whatever you had in your little oasis is gone.
Then there's a limbo. In between picking yourself up and moving on with life and shedding a tear. It's the way life is and it always will be.
p.s the photo has nothing to do with whatever i just said. |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|12:20 am] |
Hmm everything is clearer now.
My goals in life and the way I wanna live it.
Met my godpa today and he's awesome. I mean he's everything I dream of being. A Naval Officer and a Pilot. I mean my dad is cool, he's the only person I know who can sell ice to eskimo's but somehow that talent wasn't handed down to me. At least now when I go onboard, I'd have something to work for and not just to complete my course for the sake of it. There is a goal and the finish line is near.
Lt. Zachary Loh does sound pretty damn awesome doesn't it.
T.X Loh as my initials and crap.
I tried out an army uniform and damn i look awesome in it. Haha
Not many people have a goal in the armed forces when they serve their 2 years and they can't be blamed cause it simply isn't what they want to do. For me, it'll be a childhood dream come true. All the JAG and Sea Patrol actually becomes a daily event.
I've made a few changes recently. Decided to revamp my life and started with my room, arranged everything cause I needed the space then moved on to review what my life was like and what I hated about it. Accordingly amended everything and still doing that till I'm satisfied.
Nothing is gonna stray me from doing what I want to do. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|09:29 pm] |
Today, some walrus gave me what I'd consider as the best leaving present ever. A mixtape complete with an embarrassing video of me trying to sing 500 miles and a nice painted album cover.
I'm still way awesomer though. Live with it.
Ok fine thanks for the pineapple juice and the gay bracelet too hahahaha I'll wear it around and I'll tell people not to judge me haha.
Thanks Walrus. (Y) |
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
Here's why I'm gonna suck it up and go back to sea
1) Shiny new macbook pro
2) Egnater Renegade 50 amp
3) Pedals
4) To get my Diploma
5) Prove that I'm the shit to my parents
6) Beat Mark to it
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|10:09 pm] |
Being on count down mode sucks. You can literally just feel the whole day go by and you can't do shit about it.
There are like a gazillion things running through my mind and I haven't been bothering about them. It's like I turned my brain on silent mode. You can feel a buzz but choose to ignore it. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|01:21 am] |
Why the fuck do I even bother... no seriously.
I'm getting the fuck away from this shit. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|08:11 pm] |
Watched 500 days of summer today.
It wasn't a gay ass cliche movie. Instead, it made a lot of sense. It didn't end the way that most melodramatic sappy love stories end. I think I just closed a chapter of my life with the help of a movie. FML but oh well goodbye sleepless nights. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
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It's funny how we cannot imagine life without some people but in a few years, they'll be the last thing on your mind, |
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[Oct. 12th, 2009|03:40 am] |
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Whoever said that LIFE was like a box of chocolates cause you'll never know what to expect. Obviously got ripped off and didn't read the box properly. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2009|02:48 am] |
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Reproductive glands
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
when I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
when I say yeeeaaahhh
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit
Tender age in bloom
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
when I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
when I say yeeeaaahhh
*Guitar solo*
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
when I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
Knows not what it means
Knows not what it means and I say yeeeaaahhh |
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[Oct. 11th, 2009|02:35 am] |
They say
That it is better to have loved and lost.
Then to have never loved at all.
Personally, I prefer the latter.
I mean I'd rather be stone cold
then bitter about a relationship
that I knew would never work out
from the start.
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[Oct. 10th, 2009|01:21 am] |
This is what I signed up for
NOT THIS !
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|09:05 pm] |
I can't help it mom ! whenever you nag, Carlos Santana starts playing "Oye Como Va" in my head and you turn into a huge strawberry.
HAHA but I still love you ... awww.
Yeah and also I need 100 bucks for some spare parts if you would be so kind.
Ok I should really really stop hoping that an old flame will reignite itself cause it just simply won't.
On a lighter not. I GOT THE RIGHT SIZED FRAME AND PUT IN MY CUSTOM SHOP CERT ! Credits to the wonderful people at Gibson's custom historic arts division.
Hmm dad lemme keep my favourite painting in my room and replaced it with a really cool ass one from Vietnam.
Should take a photo of my room and post it up. OH OH so yeah I'm also like redoing my room with e feature wall and new furniture and shit like that. Gonna hang up my guitar display case and erm do things to my room that I've always wanted to like properly install a sound system.
I'm leaving for Thailand in a couple of weeks to join a ship that is 1/3 the size of my previous vessel but hell it's only a 3 month contract.
I'll live.
I just realised that I'm the sort of person who needs someone around all the time. All this while I've been thinking that I was independent. That sucks eh.
Hmm I realised that the people I know either love me or hate me. I get the extremities eh. So low profile isn't really an option for me. Then there are the type of people that I can't either annoy or impress and that irritates me cause I'm so used to extreme reactions hahaha.
At this point in my life. I'm starting to see how some things just aren't worth paying attention to and somethings should be given more though. I think back and realise that my life could have been so much different if I played all the cards right but then again life would be boring. I'm glad I made certain mistakes and I'm glad It helped me to become the person that I am.
They say that your peers influence you the most especially the people you hang out with in primary school which pretty much answers all my questions on why I'm nothing like my friends now. I'm a complete different person. I mean "Zach" has become a description on it's own but it's okay . I'm still awesome. |
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